8:49pm

Was at home the whole day. Dazying around the house, feeling something missing. Eat, Sleep, House work. Did not feel like going out of house. My mind is fill with fustration. Finding for peace. I hate him! A lier for months or even years, i am speechless by what he had done to us. I wonder why am i living in this place full or hurts.

Qiang birthday is coming soon. I do not know how to celebrate for him or i should not even go out with him. I afraid of many things gonna to turn out badly. During this few months, i had been thinking alot. I had neither mood in doing my school work, nor waking up to go school. I just wanna peaceful life. Living by the seaside, listening to music of the sea.

How i wish great things will happen. But... i had no faith in myself. Loner loner loner..

9:00pm


VEX!!!
FUSTRATION!!
KILL MY BRAIN!!
BRING ME OUT OF THIS WORLD~~~~~ :'(


10:45am

Yesterday, i woke up at 11am feeling super tired. I drag my feet walking to the bus stop and get myself to school. I than spend $20 on making the student pass, just for the sick of the attendance taking.

After school, i went down to SGH to visit my dad again. Feeling to tired, i am speechless with my parents quarreling about my dad health. I thought yesterday he will be able to discharge from the hospital soon, instead of having good new he had to take a scan of his stomach. As the doctor afraid that he might have some blood cord or injury that cause him in low blood. I wasnt sure what is going wrong, but my mum is trying to convain my dad on taking the scope(which will be clearer) than having an X-ray scan.

Because of my dad stubornness, more and more money had to be spend on his childishness. thinking that he had lots of money and time to stay in the hospital. however, this dont only affect he himself, but the whole family that is worrying about him.(*which he think that there is no need to be worry of*)

I dont know what is in his mind. But i only can hope that he will recover soon and no more other illness.

10:57am


11:15pm

today is the 2nd day of school start. Am i am super tired. On monday night, i went to sleep at 11.30pm and than try to wake up at 7am. But in the end, i wake up at 8am. Went to school with tiredness, i sit in the studio and stare at the computer.

In the afternoon, went to have lunch eat cha kuay tiao with my groupmate. When we went back to the sound studio, so suay that mr edward come in to the studio and want us to do a cleaning up. All the Monitors and instruments were being shift to the incubation lab. And Zhi Hao had to wipe the windows. After cleaning the studio, i started to feel something wrong with my stomach. Than while going back home, i ran to the atrium toilet and have diarrohea. I took a cab back home with steven. Feeling so sick and restless, i took a nap and had diarrohea for 3times. I than reaslise that my health is getting worst. My illness is eg getting worst. But who cares, haha... just take on the medicine and continue to stay alive! :)

Hopefully tomol will get better, as i today did not go to visit my dad.

12:49am


1:26am

Woke up at about 1.30pm, i went to wash up and take my lunch. at about 2pm, i took a train down to SingPost for HoGc service with Rev Dr Ps Kong. During the praise and worship, i saw valerie playing on the keyboard. Wow, she is really great in playing. I hope i can improve and be like her. Playing the music in the house of God and healing people with my music.

Anyway the sermon was super great and amazing. It is like a life changing experience. Ps Kong preach about Job's life. Of how he put his trust in God and even his life ruin down from being a super rich and happy family person, become a poor,all family member die in just one day and his body start having some illness. But he is still having his trust in God. How much challenge satan had place in his life, he still did not hold on to any blameness in God, but praising God on what he had done for him.

During the sermon, i learn not only about trust but also obedient. He told us that Obedient and Endurencing is the crowing living of maturity. Its not easy to be obedient and having endurence. We must have perseverence -> character -> hope -> vision. Isnt it if we have this all, we are living a life of rightousness? having our faith in Him who bring us to where we are.

After service at about 6plus, we went down to the kopitiam to had dinner. While me and ting were chatting as we had our lunch. At about 7pm, i leave the place as i need to go SGH to visit my dad. The journey wasnt as easy as before, as i realise my leg seems to get worst during walking. However, i feel glad to see my dad getting better after his last operation.Praise God! I than sat there to accompany him until 10plus than i leave home as the road is kinda of dark and quiet at night.

1:42am
*Light of the City*


waking up late in the moring, i quickly took a quick bath and ran out to Alexandra Hospital for my Pysio appointment. Reaching there panting, i rest on the seat wait for my therapist to call for my name. Due to my ankle injury, i was only able to do 2 different stretching.

after the pysio, i went down to office to had lunch with delbert as its his last day in the office. We went down to bugis to had pastamania before we return back to office and continue our project. Reaching back to the office, i open out my portfolio project and do not have any idea for me to start my move. So i open up the ae file, trying on everything that i can do.. but in the end still did not get what i want. so i realise that there are much more for me to learn on video editing.

at about 7pm, i leave the office with delbert as he need to attend cg meeting while i need to go to the hospital to visit my dad. Finally after days of worries, my dad finally awake. however there are many medicine for him to consume. Its like 10 tablet at each time. But i am happy that he is awake and recovering. Hopefully he is able to discharge soon and able to walk smoothly. However, he might need to change to a community hospital which is much further to my house. OMG, how is my family able to go visit him daily. oh man... there are another of amount that need to spend on the hosptial bill. MoneY monEy moNey!!!!

how i wish i am able to earn money to help my family, which i should at this age. if i am talented it will be great.


11am, i woke up on my bed, getting myself prepare to get to school as i need to help out my friend to borrow out cameras for her birthday shoot. Reach school at about 1pm, went straight to get some present for sj as its her birthday and i did not had anytime to get a present for her yet. Initially, thought of getting her a chocolate which contain wine, but its all sold out. So in the end, got her a mint chocolate.


3 weeks had past... its going to be the beginning of the 4th week. My heart sank seeing my dad daily laying on the bed in the hospital. I did not want to tell anyone about my emotions, but to keep it in my heart. I did not want to trouble anyone as i know they cant help me much. :'(

3 weeks ago, seeing my dad talking and having a opimistic mindset being admintted into the ward. Until now, his health is getting worst. After his recent Major Operation, his mind started to get drown off frequenily. Everyday, i will see my mum go to visit him after her work. Helping him to wipe his face, talk to him so that he wont get bored. While my brother will go to visit him once in awhile after his school.

The atmosphere at home is dull. Everyone is having a bad emotion since the he went to hospital. Financial problem had come across into my mum's mind. As after my dad had discharge, he will need to stay at the community hospital for Psyiotherapy, which also cost a bomb to my family. What is more is that, he still need to undergoes the Daycare Treatment after his Psyio.

I wasnt know what to do, but my mind started to think of getting out of my studying life. As there is a need for me to go out and earn money to support the family. Nowadays, i had been trying to save money for myself to pay up the bill for my hospital leg pysio treatment. But i wasnt sure how much i can save so that i had enough for every treatment.

Day by day, my dad health is getting worst, after his 4th operation, nowadays he start to talk in his own world. His eyes wasnt able to open, he do not consume any food but keep on telling us that he is already at home and he still went to work. It was really difficult for the family member to ask him to take his medicine. Sometimes, he telling us that he is flying in his chair. Or he saw many of his old friends, heaven and hell came to look for him. I wasnt know what to do at this moment. But just to keep my mum accompany in the hospital, else she will be alone without anyone help.

This few days had been a tough time, my health is getting worst. And i can tell that my mum is feeling very restless and troubled in her mind. Than today, i saw my mum trying to pray for my dad. I wasnt know what was going on, as she asked me to go out of the ward.

However for me, i will pray to God that he can save my dad. On yesterday while i am on the journey to school, i remember that Zhan said before, if i wasnt know what to pray just remember 'PART' = Pray in tonges, Admint, Repent, Thanksgiving. While thinking of this word, i just started to open my bible and read about thanksgiving. I flip through Pslam6 and 11, and i pray to God about the Thanksgiving of my dad.

And on today, at service over in the new place. Pastor preach to us about thanksgiving. And this give me a confimation of praying to God about thankgiving is what i need. So i still during every moment in the worship i pray to God of thankfullness that He had given to me.

I really hope that my dad will really wake up from his coma very soon. And hopefully by next week he will be able to discharge from the hospital. Every of my family member wont fall sick. I wont need to go hospital for my leg treatment. My mum will not be restless everyday. I also wish that my family financial problem will be solve. there will be enough money for us to spend, for me to continue my studies. I hope everythings will come true with God help.





4:00am

17 September 2009

Woke up at about 1pm and realise that i am totally late. As i need to meet Rodney aka MooO~~ at Cineleisure at 1pm. I jump out of my bed, picking up Rodney's call and apologise to him that i will be late. Took a very fast bath and rush my way out to Dhoby Ghaut to meet him. Finally at 2pm i reach the place. We went to Bossine to get his pants and also took our lunch at a Japanese Restaurant before proceeding our way to Cineleisure to watch The Ugly Truth.

The Movie was super nice and comedy. It was a dating show and the story was indeed very funny. After the movie, we went to shop around Cineleisure for guan zhou's hat. But all of what we want was very expensive. So we than walk all the way to Far East Plaza to see if we are able to get a nicer and cheaper hat for him as his birthday is coming very very soon. Finally.... after walking and walking in the shopping centre. We manage to find a shop which sell only hat. And we Got the one we wanted! Its kind of cheap and nice. Rodney keep on testing and testing on the hat to see if it look nice. While for me? I just play around with the hat. At about 8pm, we left far east and went back home.

18 September 2009
Woke up at about 1pm and went out with my mum to meet my aunty and cousin for lunch at the Imperial... Restaurant(at suntec city). As it was my mum's birthday. During the lunch, we order quite a lot of ala cart until i cant eat finish. After the lunch, they than went to Carfore to see if they are able to get anything. While i went back home to get some rest before leaving at 6pm to meet my poly mate for dinner. We went to Cathy Aston and it took us 1hrs of waiting. There were a total of 9 people attend the dinner, all of them are my friend who went with me to Tioman Trip. After the dinner, at about 10plus, while all of my friends went back home. I went to meet shai, libin and other friends for clubbing. As the next day is whit's birthday.

At first we thought of going St James, but than we end up at Robilly(at clerk quay). The place was kinda of crowed with teenagers and some oldies. What is the most amazing is that, it was my first time seeing a 'wolf' trying to get hook on one of my friend. it maybe a new experience for me to know about clubbing. :) Overall not bad. but the music can be better.

We left about 3am while whit and libin went to The Areana to continue clubbing with some working college. Maybe next will try St James Ladies Night.

4:49am





10/09/2009
2:30am
today about about afternoon, meet qiang, zhou,tecklim(my first time meeting him) out to Comex09. reach cityhall control station at 2pm and waited for them for 1hrs plus. realising that my emotion starts to change but still endurable after met qiang at 3pm when he finally arrive.

at about 3plus, we started to walk to comex fair to get the stuff zhou want. around 4plus, shi hui than met us at the fair. We than walk round and round the convension centre for the next 3hrs. It was than until 7pm, we went to Auston to have our dinner. that is the time when bunny arrive after settlling out on our company document.

Dinner was great. The guys were all talking about their NS jokes while me and zhou is laughing. Everyone seems like warning zhou, who are going to enlistment in few hrs time, what he should look out for in tekong.

After our dinner, we than walk back to the convension centre to purchase zhou's MP3 from cheryl. The mp3 was quite nice plus they give him a soft bear. which is super cute. After purchasing the mp3, we than went back home as everyone is very tired.

Today actally i met quite few of mma friends. ( Xue Li[starhub],Samantha&Cheryl[Sony])

However, things start happen when reach home. Since my emotion was still very unstable, anythings that strike a broken heart causes it worst. So, when i reach home.. my family started to nag at me about me not thinking before sending phone to repair. quarrel get worst after few minutes. My emotion started to get worst and feel like crying.

Thinking back that this few days, my mind had been thinking alot. Everytime i will try to tell myself that whatever i am thinking will come true. But it did not.... Even when i try to ask someone out. It seems so difficult. I feel so tired of keep on asking someone out who dont even treasure it. I am really very tired of living. What else can i do, other than end off my life earlier? Sometimes i just realise, will you get back what you sow? If you help others when are feeling down, will they also help u back? Is there really a true friends?

It really comes to a end that, living in this world doesnt help me much. But just keep on giving and giving. Tomorrow will be a day where i hope we can spend time together. But it just did not happen. I really regret pushing away the other appointment i plan eariler on. Just because of him, everything had to change up and down. WHY WHY WHY????? mind still wonder if its worth it. i really felt so sorry that i had push away my friend appointment and in the end ask them out again. WHAT AM I DOING???? how come life is getting worst?

:'(

2:59am


4.10am



12:46am

Just came back from Changi Airport T3. Today sent si kai and ee jia off to melbourne and brisbane respectivity for study.
Seeing them leave i feel a mixture of sad and happy. Sad because i wont be able to see them in singapore, no more fun time. But happy as i feel glad that they are studying for their uni.

Few days ago i just met si kai and elaine for dinner. It was really a fun time with them at Esplanda. Taking many photo along our way back home. Was so enjoyable. Than today i met his parents. His dad is quite friendly. Talking to me about si kai and how come they are so worry about him at oversea. i felt that his parent are really taking good care of him.

However for ee jia, i feel bad as i only met her once which is on the day she came back singapore. I felt so guilty that not being accompany her while she is in singapore.

After sending sikai off at 9plus, i waited at T3 for ee jia. Due to her flight was being delay, we all went to WANG cafe to had supper, accompanied with her family. They are quite friendly and her aunty was talking to me about studies, while her grandma was telling me bad things of ee jia. LOlxx... than her bro just keep eating toast-bread infront of me. hahaa....

At about 12, we than sent ee jia off at the check point. I saw some of her friends who are with her.. No only bringing a backpack along with her, she still bought a Steamboat cooker back to Brisbane. and it really make me laught!! Lolxx...

Overall, i hope that they will enjoy their life there. Make new friends!

1:01am ( i shall get to bed, gonna wake up at 8am *snorzzzz*)





12:01

After come back from market with parents. Weather is super hot! tOok tuna croissant and the new chocolate milk for breakfast.. YUMMY!!

Hmm now i not sure what i shall do at home. Realizing that today skip school and nothing to do at home. Super BORED!
No one is online to chat with... nothing on television for me to watch.. SIAN SIa...

12:10

Waiting for Josephine to confirm the outing for today. Movie or No Movie?? Should i go back school and rot rathe than at home rot? hahah...


Last day before holiday begin... and i am kinda of bored. Today after my breakfast at canteen 3 than have headach and chest pain... sian.... and now i am seating over at the track and field court looking at my friends running. Hahaha.. i wonder if they are running or walking. While the girls running, the guys are doing their pull up. Lolxx.. and they cant even do one!! super funny.... Oh i wonder what time i can go home.. head super pain... what time Mr Melvin will be leaving school??? waiting and waiting.. LOlxx.. 


Time Fly Fast


What is in mind? 

歌名:你是我一生中最大的驕傲
朋友你可知道
因为你我明了
已得到世界上
最关心的拥抱
还有最好的祈祷
直到天荒地老 
缘份是那么的重要 
太奇妙人群中
是反覆多纷扰
你还在我的怀抱
我要我要你过得比谁都要好
我要你生命是阳光普照
我要我要你站得比天还要高
我要你得到最美丽最完整的回报

你为我苦恼是因为
看到我在苦恼
可知道我微笑
是为了你微笑
你为我煎熬我知道
我会不屈不挠
你已成为我
一生中最伟大的骄傲

歌名:心如刀割

如果今天 我開口說
請原諒我 過去的錯
你楔ㄦ 能夠 接受我對你真情懇求
我愛你 可是我說不出口
因為不該攪亂你的夢
你已經 有了你 幸福歸宿
憑什麼 我還在 這裡奢求
哪一個男人不渴望擁有
一份全心全意的溫柔
看著你 想著你 心如刀割
我還 能做 什麼
a nice song that i came across after some year ago...

Woke up at about 1pm in the afternoon and came online for awhile before lunch. After lunch, i went out with daddy chan, guan zhou, koh li and zhi yong to orchard shopping. They all accompany me to buy presents and also we went to watch IP Man movie. and i just notice the guys are vey RA loh.. hahah... keep talking about marrage all short of things. Hahah.. but they are also very funny. afTer movie, we went to the japanese cafe to had our dinner. the food there not bad ba.. haha... and we went to the streets to capture some photos. But its super crowed man!! cant take much but stuffy. lolxx... however today quite enjoyable day with them. :)



Early in the morning 9am, went back to school and do Danzation's Video.. Wa... super no life sia... holiday still need to go back school to edit videos. Ahhh.... study until 6pm than went to Kuarma & Kattle Resturant to have dinner. It was organise by Revival Nation. When there thought i was late, but i reach so early and waiting for the others about 30minutes. The meals cost me a $25(bomb!). WoW... hahaah... did not really feel happy over there.. but weird. hahah.... mind was like thinking if the events can end eariler. At there i also receive present from SJ, and its a hand rest.. haha... Than came back home from there by 123. got stuck on the bus at orchard road. WOhh.. lucky today did not meet daddy chan there.. else will be super crowed.

Reach home around 12am and meet ee jia, as she want to pass me presents. 12.15am, met her at my void deck with jian loong in the car, and she pass me 2 plastic bags of gifts. At first wasnt know what was inside, but after i open her presents, i realise that she start buying me presents since her first job and during that time we are still in a quarrel, so she did not give me until today. After opening the presents, i was speechless, but felt love from her. i not sure how much she treasure our friendship but some how the presents shows somethings. Who can really tell me what is it?? Who are really your friends, and what is friendship??



our teacher incharge, Mr Melvin..
qiao ting and xian hui.. wow.. so concentrate wor..they guys so act sia.. Lolxx

me in the process of showing the studio

and qiao ting disturbing behind.. LOlxx

johnanthan, me and i forget the guy name. Hahah.. but i know he is from SC
we are just playing after duty
issac, another videographer
bored....


alicia, wa.. act dao sia...
julian and me
julian, me and leonard

after all the hardwork, its time for us to have fun!! SIG, SC and volenteer




OHhh.. i just got to finish half of A3A.. Ahhh there are so many projects still not complete. And there are due next week!! oh man!! can time go slower/ can i not be sick so easily? hai...

anyway, last friday just got a very interesting and knowledgable lesson from Mr Samuel aka Mr Tan(who dont want us to call him that, as he feel old.) haha.. In his lesson, we learn about many things about Social Psychology. The main things that strick me and give me a understanding about my last post was the word NORMES. He also give us an example: When an outsider join a group which all members are in the same class. And it was given a test where they are all to place their hand and say what object they feel. If all the members said that the object is a Ball. And when the outsider feel it but its no a ball she/he will still say its a ball. It is because he/she fear/ not being in a group with the others.

Other than this, there are also an example which piss my teacher and i also feel piss was that, when a teacher was being order to teach a 'Special Class with high IQ' and 'Normal' class. At the end of the test, the 'Special Class' score higher than the normal class. However the 'special class' was the students who is the special need student. This also shows that there are more care and concern for the 'special' people. Eg if a teacher was to teach a Express and a Normal stream student. Who do u think she/he will concentrate more? Isnt the Express? as they are the more smart and hardworking students? However in this stituation, wont the students who went into Normal Tech will get depress as their teacher dont even care about their result and no matter how they tried there isnt a light of success? Who say NT student arnt smart/forever naughty? However i felt that its just the public perspective is that if u are not Express stream you are not smart. But to me, whether or not wherever we are at, there must be a light to ur parth. If there are once a Normal Stream student who can get great result and graduate with a Degree. Wont there be a second, third people?? or many many more great success who comes from EM3 / Normal stream?

Lastly, i felt that this lesson gave us some knowledge and idea about this world mindset. What others think in their internal during certain time. hahaha.. quite good. but also heavy assignment sia. Lolxxx :)

Oh man.. lastly, i just watch a MTV of Making a Band. And they interviewed a Christian Youth. Seeing their service its like Ps A.B Bernard church. haha.. its a new youth who form into a band and compose songs. its super cool than while i was surfing than this MTV just attact my attention.. Hahah...


Count down to holiday... new more weeks of endurance and exam. Yeah... For the past few days on last week, i went to Asia Conference. And Ada went too.. haahah... was so shock to see her there on the last day after the whole finale. But i felt happy for here to be now planting herself in CHC. At there i also saw Miaow as an usher at Hall 10 when i went there on the first day. Than on the last day he saw me at Hall 8 when i was rushing in. Hahah.. Coming back to Asia Conference, i felt that it was a very good conference CHC had organised. It really help us to learn lots of things that we are unable to learn from outside. At one session, i learn about caring lead to success of EV/Growth.

One of the leader of CHC told us about how she start loving her cousin and by passing the love and caring, it grow her CG to about 100?? WOw... it really amaze me and eg how many of the listener can be like them? Start to care for their friends, members? Hahah.. to my certain opinion i felt that sometimes high ranking people just love to be with high ranking people, this may also neglete the low ranking people. Eg when you are a leader or a chair person, will you think and care for your people? Or you will think that loving and caring for them is a waste of time. You will rather join the other leaders and care for each another?

We may always say that not everyone is perfect. However we dont even need to be perfect to love and care for others. Loving others come from our attitude and character. We can listen to many testimony/agree on how people love and care for their friends. But will you start loving them or let them love you first? In the bible you can say: Are you a giver or a taker? During Asia Conference, i felt that the main point of Eving is to love others. Love your friends/classmates.

Go into the culture mandate. Jack Neo once said: In this country there are many people dont notice about love. Eg when their parents call them, child may felt irritating but its an love from their parents. We saw so many video/testi... whether showing love/ caring, is depend on us.

Lastly, congradulate to Ps How for ordain to Rev. :)


4:05AM

Just half way complete my A3A. Bored.... need to redo the whole bone for my character. Today at last submit the NPD08 video up to the Chairman. Kinda of at last have some air for me to breathe. I am so urge to go for TKD. So long did not go already, wonder how was the kids over there. Hahah.. Marcus had been pestering me of how come i did not go for training. Today was helping Moon to install CS3 to her Mac, than she was asking me back for NP TKD training and taking part in the IVP competition. Kinda of feeling like join, but dont think my steminal can make it. Hahhaah... unless i this few month without fail go for Melvin Sir training. LOlxxx

This few months wasnt a good moment for me. Bored... Stress... Life being mass up.. haizzzz.. Wats up with me man?? Having no Passion for EV. OH MAN!! THAT SHOULD NOT BE ME!! Minds just think of how Ryan teach me about getting rid of my dryness walking with God.

Hmmm... what else to blog?? too much in mind to type out... Just hope life will get better, and i will really grow and be more mature in thinking. Have back my Vision and Dreams.

4:25AM


cont~ my CG!! B2 rox!!
hal and mE..
hal, me and sulin.. hahah... i am the youngest!!



Birthday Presents!!! by my CG!!
a shirt by MacOmm and jacket by worship team!! :)
min qian wrote me a card!!
hah... the is donk donk... ting ting gave to me!! by bro bought me a wallet!
a birthday card by the team who celebrate with me!




Way toward Clerk Quay Pub





yeah!! LOOK LOOK!!! Its the 'end' of the 2 weeks Morning Prayer... and both me and Marcus got our StarBuck Voucher.. And if u had went continuiously for the prayer everyday.. OH man.. its really very cooL... and life changes. Felt different in the life.. WoHooo... hahhaa... and every morning we just get out of our bed at 5am to go for Prayer. YeaH!! See.. We CAN!! that mean You CAN toO!!! :) hahaah.... MorninG praYer realLy is Fantastic!! :) Met Ps Yoshi... saW danIEl... MieOw... Ryan...Hong Hui... except did not see Jian Min and May.. hahah... where are they??? are u Guys at MornINg praYer toO?? :) How is everyone exAms? doIng great? O Level PHS!! JIA YOU for ur PRELIM!!! :)



At Suntec Fountain

Spending a whole night at Ritz Calton hotel. Kinda of fun at the beginning as my brother and Cousin was there... we watch firework... went up to the Club and swimming pool. Lolxx. However before that... went out with Aiky and TingTing to Suntec to get Pastor's graduation present. having fun with them.... :) than Aiky brought me a dougnut hahah... my CGL so nice. haha... then they all accompany me to carrfor to get snack. and we all head to Subway to eat.. and the food really very fulling.. :) it was than after that i separate with them and went my way to Ritz Calton. :)











haha... this guys are funny... LOlxx.. they are just enjoying their time taking photos... :)









my prayer card!!
yeah..  i gotten my first sticker!! :)
Yeah today i wokE up at 5.20am by marcus. As we were meeting ting, su and sikai for morNing Prayer at Heart Of God Church. Hahah.. reaCh HoGc at 6.45am and saw many adults and students walking into the gate.. Hahah.. It was so cool sia.. So many people woke up so early for the Morning Prayer. Hahaha... And Oh mAn.. i saw ashely!! Hahah.. He waS the guy who i EV 1 year ago!! And now he was serving in CHC!! LOlxxx... even thought he was not in RN now, but i was glad that he was save in CHC! :) hahah... 


today went so early..... to SP for the Nike Run 10x briefing. Oh man.. actually the meeting start at 2pm and i was there with ada at 11plus?? Lolxxx.. its like siao loh.. ahahha.. i did not really sleep yesterday after watching the CHC sermon. today half dead everywhere i go.. haha.. however, today while i was reading my bible of Luke 13, i than was unsure about 'The Narrow Road'. What does it mean? So as usual, i will message Chenxi for help.

When i reach church at about 4plus, and Chenxi with the leaders reach at 6plus. She explained to me about The Narrow Road. How most of the people will prefer walking on the broad road than narrow road. After explaintion, i than realise that walking in a narrow road need its like giving up what you use to want to do but because of God, you concentrate on what He want you to do and which is good for you.

Then it came into a conclusion that if we walk in a broad road, we will be focusing on lots of things but not on the important stuff, which in the end lead to Nothing is being done greatly. However walking in the narrow road, you are being focus on what is great and eternal. And at the end, it will lead you to Success! :) Oh man.. its like if we now endure on the narrow road, and in few years time, we will have a eternal success. WOaahoooo!! I can just imaging its like Uniform group man.. Hahah... Endure in the beginning, than when NCO relax le... :)


OkIe.. and here is my character design modeling. Hahah... hMmm after looking so long.. does it look like daryl NAh?? Muahah.. the army boy.. Hahah...

OopPss.. i promise yan qian to model out her character... haha.. will do it soon.. :)






update on some drawing that i drew on mid-night while accompany yvonne at the macdonal studying and my lab top is down. So no choice.. draw loh... hhahaa.. haah... in here, there are some drawing of a small superman boy, farmer, and a guitarist 'aiky' but dont look like sia.. muahah

On September, this normal girl call Kit pop out to this country. Living in a normal life. Cant stop having music in her life.

She is just waiting for some wonderful things to happen in her life.

- saVing manY sOuls
- becomIng great leader of RN eg.CX
- pASs Organ wiTh flying coLors
- becOMe a musiC teacHer
- Enter in NTU
- Pass Driving Licence



-learn saxyphone
-jaZz style of piano
-complete Grade 5 Organ



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